May 28, 2020
From a conversation with a friend about Mercy's death, have I forgiven myself yet for letting her die?
May 26, 2020
What if there are other ways I can let go of myself besides tortuous physical exercise?
May 21, 2020
Why did it take so long to leave?
May 14, 2020
This is a weird episode. Forgive me. I'm in lockdown.
May 12, 2020
I spend some time today imagining what if Mercy hadn't died and I had never left Mormonism. Would life be better or worse?